cold hands

I need to learn to detach myself.

But how? I am not a detached person. I am not lukewarm about anything. I attach quickly and easily; I care hard; I love fiercely and stupidly. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve; I hold it out to you, palms up, the ultimate surrender, too trusting for my own good, or anyone else's. I've been this way my whole life. How do I change now?

And why should I have to?

A $681 non-refundable plane ticket to Spain for spring break, that's why.

Lying in this bed of mine...

Love always,
molly